I Need Her LOVE So I Love Her So

I Need Her LOVE So I Love Her So

Oh her sweet love pulls me in as the strongest gravity, from the center of our union, 
My Longing to meet her is beyond this human mundane existence, 

Her feminine wounded-ness cries out in silent frozenness not to be saved but just to be seen, to reflect back to her the love that she truly is…

My work is to show up the best I can, to hold her as my beloved with open arms as her man, 

I know she needs my love because my body aches for hers…

I pray to feel all that she feels…

I need her to devour me with every bit of her love so that she can fully let me in… 

She needs me to hold her, yet sometimes not physically, but hold her in all her energy, all her agony and because I crave all her ecstasy… 

Your Beloved Lover,

Journey To The Underworld With Inanna & Ereshkigel As Your Sacred Guides

Journey To The Underworld With Inanna & Ereshkigel As Your Sacred Guides


Healing Core Wounds of The Forbidden Feminine

A transformational 30-Day online journey, starts Oct 31st.

Inanna & Ereshkigel

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If you feel called to take this journey, I would be honored to be your mentor as an initiated Spirit Keeper of the Womb and Certified Mentor/Teacher of The Fountain of Life.

Starts on Samhain/Beltane October 31st – when the veils between the worlds are thin, and the wise women fly free

I invite you to take this deep dive into the Underworld to meet the dark shadows within you and within the collective. See these wounds so that you can then shine the light on them and bring sweet healing in your life and on this planet.

Divine Mother calls you to journey in the depths of her core, she welcomes you to feel all the pain from the past so that we can heal as a whole.

Both men, women and couples are welcome to walk this path of love, to take this 30 Day journey and enter the forgotten realms of our sexuality and hidden feminine psyche, holding the light of the Grail, knowing that nothing is forbidden, taboo or judged.

Each time we spiral deeper into this journey we meet deeper levels of our wounds for healing and remember more of our truer self so we can bring the light and gifts we find to our relationships and all of life.

I have taken this course several times and it is one of my favorites.

Note: this is not for beginners or the faint of hearts.

For more info go here: DESCENT INTO THE UNDERWORLD

My Devotion to My Beloved And the Feminine

My Devotion to My Beloved And the Feminine

This is an excerpt from the book-Womb Awakening:Initiatory Wisdom from the Creatrix of All Life by Azra & Seren Bertrand, Creators of The Fountain of Life and 9 Moon Apprentiship, Grail Mystery School, and our mentors.

This quote really touched me. It stirred my inner masculine and prompted me to write from this place of devotion to my beloved and the feminine.


Awakening The Wild Masculine

“In Alaska, I was a solo journeyman, a lone wolf, independent: like many men, I thought that freedom was to be found in solitude, meditation, and contemplation. Due to my youth at the time, I could not see that my longing for union with Gaia and her natural wildness was also a longing for Woman; for union with her wild womb; and for the untamed, wild, feeling nature of my own feminine self. I desired to truly meet the feminine in all her wild and beautiful elements, and to remember how the masculine was integral part of this vast, dynamic beauty. For it is this communion with the feminine that truly births the wild masculine. The womb of woman is the sacred space that truly initiates a man into his inner kingship and power, and gifts him a “second birth” into the deeper realms of love.”
~ Azra Bertrand from the book Womb Awakening ~

Azra and Seren
Bertrand, Womb Awakening
Initiatory Wisdom From the Creatrix of All Life (Inner
Traditions 2017)

Womb Awakening: Initiatory Wisdom from the Creatrix of All Life
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My Devotion to My Beloved And the Feminine

I commit to the path of love, to the journey into Sacred Union and the deepening of total rebirth through my beloveds womb…

I dedicate my life to loving you, my beloved, to honoring your divine essence and awakening our love and sacred sex through healing the wounds of separation between the masculine and feminine.

I am in devotion to you and your love… I give myself to you… take all of me…

Consume me, burn away all of me that is old and no longer serves me with all your fire…

Cleanse and anoint me with your moon blood so that I may serve you in my kingship…

I bow to you in honor of your sacrifice and commitment to love and life, I cherish the ground that you walk on and kiss your feet…

I live for your smile, your kiss, your embrace and all of you…

I beg you to keep loving life through it all, to keep shining your light and beauty as we walk this path together, let me be here for you now in support, as your beloved in union.

I long for you in every ounce of my flesh, I crave you from the bottom of my bones, my yearning for you is as deep as the unknown unknown…

All my life I have been dying inside to merge with you, open up to me dear one, for I am waiting right outside with all my love to be let in…

My need for you is beyond what I myself or most, can comprehend and begin to understand…

I am your protection, you’re safe with me…

Hold me closer for I am your love and the way is us in communion…

I lay my sword and armor down and ask for your embrace to nurture my wounds and heal my pain with the balm of your love.

When you let down your guard and meet me in the depths of our love, our lives as we know it will be over and an explosion from within will expand us and our love to no end…

Let’s be wild in our love, let’s ravish each other in complete innocence and join as one…

If you breathe, breathe me in as your one and only breath…

When you see, see me as your love expressed…

When you listen, hear my voice as love poems vibrating goosebumps all over your flesh…

When you feel, feel me as you, in love with me, as I love you.

My sacred beloved, my beautiful white dove.

With all my heart and love,
Jeremy Creager



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Men, My Dear Brothers… The Feminine Is Calling Out To You… Into The Descent Into The Underworld

Men, My Dear Brothers… The Feminine Is Calling Out To You… Into The Descent Into The Underworld

Illustration by Shannon Stamey

Men, my dear brothers… The feminine is calling out to you… Our mothers, sisters and daughters are calling out to us… They are being harassed and abused and they are bringing light to this collective shadow.

The change comes from us, all of us… it starts from the inner work we do in our lives.

I invite you to feel into this collective wound within your own self and drop down into The Descent Into The Underworld, shadow work, on A 30 Day Journey to Heal Core Feminine Wounds.

Starts on October 31st.

For more info and to register for the journey go here: DITU

Note: My beloved and I are mentors of The Fountain Of Life and we would be honored to be your mentor if you so choose.

As a man I know and feel the deep sexual trauma through both sides of my own family lineages. It has shaped much of my painful journey with my relationship to woman over the years.

I have taken this online course with The Fountain of Life for the last 3 years. The vibrational frequency of this feminine based spiritual body of work is of the highest caliber I have seen anywhere, with a strong sacred safe space of love that supports healing at the core of our wounds.

Yes men, this work is a lot about feeling all the feelings we are taught to not feel, or pretend we don’t feel, or act tough and mucho, and that being a mean badass is manly when that can’t be further from the truth…

The abuse in our world runs so deep… for thousands of years, us men have raped, pillaged and murdered our women of the world, not to mention the misuse and abuse we have done and do to Mother Earth…

All this has been passed down from generation to generation, from mother to daughter. We are born through traumatized wombs… we carry these passed down traumas in our own bodies and psyches. Thus the repeating of more and more women being misused and abused sexually, physically, mentally and emotionally again and again…

But NOW is the time for us men to drop into our hearts and take responsibility for our own self healing, and journey down the path of love for our mothers, sisters and daughters.

We can heal ourself and thus heal 7 generations back and 7 generations forward.

We men can be the protectors of women that we were meant to be and need be, to heal the world and birth a New Earth.

I see a world where us Men have done our deep core healing shadow work and have made this planet a safe place for our women. In this vision, the feminine lives again in divine flow. She is free to be the beauty and light of the world.

Grail Knights let’s honor and adore the feminine and womb in all women including mother earth.

I see a new earth where children are raised by conscious parents with love.

If you hear the call to be a protector of woman, of the feminine…
If you feel you are here on this planet meant for a deeper calling, a true purpose to help heal the wounds of separation between the masculine and feminine…
If you have a daughter you love…
If you have a sister, a lover or a mother and you feel called to be the change in the world…
Let’s make this world a safer sacred container…

Then I invite you to journey with us!

Are you ready?

This includes:

~ 70-Page Descent into the Underworld Ebook

~ Shamanic Audio-Journey and Meditations

~ Energy Transmissions & Ceremonies

~ Membership of a dedicated online Circle for this course

~ A 1-hour individual phone / skype mentoring session from a certified Womb Awakening practitioner ($80 value)

This course is open to both men and women.

For more info and to register for the journey go here: http://thesacredgoldenthread.com/courses-events/online-events-and-courses/descent-into-the-underworld/

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