Shamanic Crafting A Placenta Rug

Shamanic Crafting A Placenta Rug

Two of my most favorite things, placentas and shamanic crafting!

Shamanic crafting takes us into the feminine realms. Being in this feminine realm, I give myself space for healing. I have nowhere to go and no specific agenda. The journey unfolds through the crafting. I knew when I saw this crochet pattern on Ravelry that I had to take a shamanic crafting journey with it. It immediately reminded me of a placenta. Placentas always make me cry. They are beautiful. They are the energetic twin to the baby. It is the link between mother and child. It’s a whole new organ that the mother grows. At this time in my life, the placenta is extra special to me. My daughter just turned 5. Always close to her birth day I start thinking and feeling into our birth story. I knew before I was pregnant that I wanted to see the placenta and wanted a ceremony to bury it in the backyard and to plant a special tree over it and watch it grow as my daughter did. I also felt that I was gifting this sacred organ back to mother earth.

Life had a different journey for the placenta and me. I let the midwife and doctors know that I wanted to take the placenta home. After the caesarean and when I had my daughter in my arms, I asked to see the placenta. They informed me that it had been infected and it was a biohazard and had been thrown away and I couldn’t see it. Take a moment, how does this feel to you? I feel a lot just writing this. I AM NOT A BIOHAZARD! That placenta was just in me. I’m alive. I couldn’t see it before they threw it away? Was my placenta going to start a zombie apocalypse because it was infected? Did they think I was going to take it home and leave it to rot on the counter to start this apocalypse? I truly believe that it would have brought great healing to me to even be able to see the placenta even if they wouldn’t let me take it home with me. Through crafting this placenta rug, I was able to feel into my feelings more about my journey with my placenta. It gave me space to feel everything I might be holding in. I cried a lot. I cried into this placenta rug.

Shamanic CraftingThis is a representation of a new relationship and energy healing transmission to the placenta. Throughout this journey I had visions of myself meditating on the finished rug, crying uncontrollably, connecting to the placenta that I never saw. I saw my daughter lying on this rug. I saw a new baby lying on this rug. I saw myself sitting on this rug free bleeding. This is shamanic crafting. I didn’t know how the journey was going to unfold and I still don’t know the many gifts this placenta rug has for me. I have been able to express my anger, sadness, grief, and joy for the new possibilities. Thank you to both placentas that I have created.

Thank you Divine Mother for my life.

Do you feel called to journey with your birth story?

I’m offering Zoom sessions to anyone interested.

Please message me.

Zoom Session 1: If you already know how to crochet, I can help you get started on this rug and as you’re working on it we can talk about your birth story.

Zoom Session 2: Birth story processing journey.

Zoom Session 3: I can create this placenta rug for you and once you receive it you can sit on this rug and have a birth story processing journey.

Birth stories change over time. It’s a potent initiation into motherhood. I’ve learned a lot from my own journey over the years processing my birth story. I’ve been able to clear a lot of anger, shame, and fear. I’ve been able to open deeper into love and intimacy. I will create the safest loving nest for you to bring all your feelings into the light to be loved and honored.

Much love to mothers everywhere!

Journeying Through The Womb As A Man

Journeying Through The Womb As A Man

As a man doing Womb awakening work… Sometimes and often the masculine mind or at least a man’s mind needs or wants context… into why we are going into the womb, Gaia’s womb, cosmic womb.

Now besides using the words Hara instead of Womb or Lingham instead of Yoni, when referring to his journey through his own body… or at least letting him know when he hears the words womb or yoni he can switch them out in his mind for Hara or lingham.

The question may come up for him, why are we dropping down into Mother Earth’s womb or ascending up into the cosmic mother’s womb?

It’s not like we think of Mother Earth as Father Earth or at the center of earth we would picture a lingham over a womb but yet because we are a man the question still arises. It’s almost like it scrambles the man’s brain at first.

Or where we may think of “father” (or divine father energy) way up in the heavens as told through religion (or father masculine energy from the sun)…

But we are going way beyond that to the great cosmic womb of Divine Mother.

Where all is birthed from… so in this work we go back to where we came from, back to the beginning, to the source of all love, back home.

We all know we all have both masculine and feminine energies within our body.

So the paradox for a man is that we are more separated from the womb, Divine Mother and the feminine then a woman is because we don’t have a physical womb, although we did come through the womb, we can not truly know what it’s like to be woman thus relating to having a womb or traveling through a womb feels both foreign and familiar at the same time.

Which brings confusion to the mind.

Also to make matters more complex, we as men have a deep longing to merge with the feminine in a primal love and sexual way, to enter the yoni and go back home to the womb.

In a deep way, when a man enters a woman he wants to be dissolved in her, he wants to be annihilated into the nothingness that he came from that is everything.

He feels a deep need to connect with the feminine because it is she that holds the only power in existence of the black hole that gives birth to new life which is the magical portal doorway that can end and heal what feels like his eternal suffering thus his only saving grace is her ability to rebirth him through her womb.

So the masculine mind needs to understand that traveling to and through the womb, the energetic womb of Mother Earth and the energetic womb of the cosmos brings us into the feminine dimension, out of the head and away from the mind, dropping down into the body relaxing deep into any and all feelings that arises and comes up.

Surrendering to the depths of the watery magical mysterious feminine dimensions of imagination and real feelings, and through the energetic umbilical cord connected to the womb of the great mother we are tapped into a state connected to the subconscious where exploring energetic images and feelings guide us through healing on a deep level that raises our consciousness.

Very little healing comes from understanding with the conscious mind, yet deep profound healing happens almost effortlessly connected to the power of the subconscious through releasing stuck energies and feeling all that arises when journeying deep within them.

Especially for men, generally speaking, feeling feelings is harder for a man to drop into, so any chance to get out of the head and drop down into the body where the feelings live is a very good thing.

As a man dropping down into the womb is relaxing, when often it may seem like not much happened after a womb journey yet on what feels like a very subtle level more then you might think actually happened…

You may or may not have had eye opening visions or vivid revelations that come to you…

You could have or may not have had strong deep intense feelings flow through you, flooding you with emotions that brought you profound healing through movement, sound and release…

You see even if you feel disappointed for not feeling able to feel so much when you wanted to feel some powerful experience… you still felt, you had feelings and what’s more is you were able to relax out of the mind and into the body and even if you think you did not feel anything your wrong, not feeling was really feeling so much potential right there within the depths of your soul.

This is just the beginning, the door has opened and you have invited so much more to flow through so keep going, keep allowing, keep surrendering and you will keep feeling more.

As a man journeying through the womb is the great quest for union with the beloved, both within bringing balance and harmony to the masculine and feminine energies and without to merge with our physically beloved.

For men, walking the path of love, doing womb awakening work, dubs us Grail Knights… thus becoming Guardians of the Womb, protectors of the sacred feminine and beloved in union to his Queen, her bridegroom.

It’s the greatest honor… bares the deepest gifts…

As a man, to drop down into the womb of Gaia is grounding, relaxing and connects us to the love of Mother Earth…

As a man, to ascend up into the cosmic womb I feel connected to divine mother, to the source, to all that is, to the web of life, to the womb web and steam line to collective consciousness and the wisdom of the Akashic records of the all knowing subconscious, where we come from.

~ Jeremy Creager – co-founder of The Sacred Golden Thread

This is The Great Work, The Hero’s journey and an amazing place to start is the 40 Day Hara Awakening course through The Fountain of Life.

I mentor this course and have been doing womb awakening work for 5 years now. The Fountain of Life is the highest vibrational frequency I have found in all my years searching for some truth of the great mystery of my life.

I am now at a place where I’m stepping forward to share my gifts with others. If you are interested in taking this course, I offer you an extra session along with the free one you receive with the course.

Having a mentor who has been through this work helps ground you in this frequency and gives support to your unique journey.

For Sessions with Jeremy head over to our Sessions Page


Image Artwork Credit: Gilbert Williams

Divine Lovers Sacred Cave-Time

Divine Lovers Sacred Cave-Time

It’s Cave-Time, lock me up and take me down to her cellar…
Turn me into a Cave dweller, in the face of waves that crash down upon a non-caveman, I stand with my feet bare in the sand…

This isn’t a man cave, its more like a tomb, I’m not here to escape my beloved, I’m here to be re-birthed through her womb

Be it 3 days or be it 3+ years, when I arise, in your eyes let me be reborn your sacred gardener, protector of the womb I do swear…

In this cave I do bare, all of myself, naked is my heart for you are my love, my answered prayer…

Far from most of life’s distractions, sacred space calling forth our shadowy depths and inner dragons…

Sacred cave of the beloveds, this path of love is not paved but it is the way, come what may for Divine Lovers

~ Jeremy Creager – co-founder of The Sacred Golden Thread


I support men on their journey into Sacred Union Consciousness… for sessions book here: Sessions With Jeremy


Image photo artist credit: The Womb cave (Village of Nenkovo)
Bulgaria – Guide Bulgaria



Hara Awakening – Rebirth – June 3rd 2018

Hara Awakening – Rebirth – June 3rd 2018

Inviting men to hear the call deep within…

“Hara awakening is when a man hears the call to come back home, back to the womb, to be re-birthed again and again”
~ Jeremy Creager, The Sacred Golden Thread

Hara Awakening has been a powerful and amazing journey for me over the past five years. It has taken me deeper into my own feelings so I can better know myself. Healing my past traumas and wounds has helped me attract my beloved and dive deeper into our sacred union. Unlocking the transformational power of love in my heart has opened my beloved into more of her gifts.
In my heart, I heard the call for true love and if this is your desire too, then I invite you to take the 40 Day Hara Awakening journey…

Starting June 3rd 2018 The 40 Day Hara Awakening Journey with The Fountain of Life

Find out what this invites into your life…
See what you will receive…
Click here for more info: Hara Awakening Intensive
*This is a Fountain of Life course. Once paid for, let the FOL you would like me as your mentor and I will gift you one extra Skype session (One comes with the course, so you will get two-both free to you).

Jeremy and his beloved Tiffany

Jeremy and his beloved Tiffany at The Fountain Of Life Teacher Training Retreat in France 2016

Jeremy Creager, USA
Mentor & Facilitator
Jeremy Creager is a Grail Knight dedicated to the path of love and sacred union. A shadow Shaman who has dove deeply in the depths to be re-birthed as a warrior of love. Holding space for men to drop down into the emotional realms of feelings.
Bringing the gifts of the heart and Hara for reunion of the healed relationships of the masculine and feminine within and without.
Initiated into men’s work with the Mankind Project in 2010 and has journeyed with The Fountain of Life since 2013.
On his path he has woven together entrepreneurship, sacred sexuality, sacred union and conscious parenting to create a safe container for the journey of your unique path.

Click here for more info: Hara Awakening Intensive

Image credits: a painting of King Arthur – artist unknown

You Are Free To Be The Greatest, The Greatest Alive!!

You Are Free To Be The Greatest, The Greatest Alive!!

Give yourself permission. Has anyone given you permission? Do we need permission?

When I first heard these words sung from a popular song, it stirred something in my heart.

Upon further reflection, I had recalled that no one had ever told me that I could be great.

Sia had given me permission to be the greatest, the greatest alive. Whatever that meant to me. I immediately felt more empowered, lighter, stronger, full of more energy, and more confident.

Often woman are conditioned to stay small, don’t make noise, and be a good girl. Although I don’t remember being told these specific words, the underlying energy I was brought up around conditioned me this way.

When we grow up and start our hero/heroine journey, we come to a place where we heal our childhood wounds and initiate ourselves into our sovereignty. We parent and teach ourselves what we were never taught or told.

I sung this song for months. Diving into the depths of all my personal stories of what others or myself thought of my greatness. This birthed more room for me to be and feel even greater!

My spiritual healing journey has taught me that music takes us straight into the heart. It bypasses our rational thinking and takes us to our heart where we feel. And feeling leads to movement.

I invite you to listen to Sia’s song; The Greatest. How does it make you feel to say, I’m free to be the greatest?

My prayer is that we all birth this greatness inside of us, for we are truly beautiful and magnificent.

written by Tiffany

Photo credit:Barton Cowperthwaite, An American in Paris and Lauren Lovette, Principal, New York City Ballet.

It’s official❣️❣️I’m a Mentor with The Fountain of Life❣️

It’s official❣️❣️I’m a Mentor with The Fountain of Life❣️

Here is my bio and the 9 Moon Apprenticeship begins
January 13th  ❣️

This course has guided me to my sovereignty. It has asked me to take a step back from my life and look at the bigger picture. I give my life to the great remembering of who we truly are and are meant to be. My Sacred Intention is to be of service to others who walk this path of womb awakening, whether you need a listening ear, practical suggestions, or space held for your grief or rage. There is magic happening now and I invite you to be part of it.  ❣️

Here is the link to the 9 Moon Apprenticeship:

Tiffany is a Sacred Weaver, bringing traumas to light, finding the gifts, and weaving them back together into wholeness. Her soft powerful mother energy creates a safe container for you unravel and explore your depths. She believes in the power of love as healing balm and sacred relationship as a spiritual practice.

Tiffany is a certified Ananda Yoga and Meditation teacher since 2009. She weaves somatic healing into yoga to access trauma stuck in the body. She is a Mentor and Spirit Keeper of the Womb certified through The Fountain of Life, 2018.

She works with women, men, and couples. She tunes into the Magdalene energies to hold and honor men reconnecting to their needs and feelings. For couples, she weaves with the individual and collective threads of masculine and feminine energies to take them deeper into the love and intimacy of Sacred Union. Women, who have been emotionally or sexually abused, will be held in the softest most compassionate nest. Having walked this path herself, she will walk beside you on the Rainbow Bridge as you reawaken into your sovereignty.

She brings full commitment and integrity on the path of Womb Awakening. She lives in Illinois with her Beloved and young daughter, born 2013. She and her beloved, Jeremy, whom is also a Fountain of Life Mentor and Spirit Keeper of the Womb, work together assisting couples in Sacred Union. You can find them at


I want to invite you to journey down the path of LOVE… Starting Jan 13th, 9 Moon Apprenticeship

I want to invite you to journey down the path of LOVE… Starting Jan 13th, 9 Moon Apprenticeship

It’s that time of year again… in your heart, have you heard the call? Is your soul longing to come back home? to the heart, through the womb to be rebirthed anew…
I want to invite you to journey down the path of LOVE…
Below is my bio and… Starting January 13th, the 9 Moon Apprenticeship with The Fountain of Life
As a certified Spirit Keeper of the Womb and Mentor with the FOL, I welcome you to take this journey with us, in the private comfort of your own home.
For the last several years, year after year this course has taken me deeper into the longing of my hearts desires of sacred union and true love…
I have met my shadows and fears face to face through the journey of agony and ecstasy, especially as a man softening into my feelings learning how to feel everything deeper in order to find my way back to love again.
This work is of the highest frequency and deepest depths of love I have seen and found on this planet. It has lead me to meet my beloved Tiffany, my soul-mate, my heart, my love.
Now we journey down this path of love together dedicated to each other and as mentors of this work supporting others on this path as well…
Here is the link to the 9 Moon Apprenticeship:
Jeremy Creager, USA
Mentor & Facilitator
Jeremy Creager is a Grail Knight dedicated to the path of love and sacred union. A shadow Shaman who has dove deeply in the depths to be re-birthed as a warrior of love.

Holding space for men to drop down into the emotional realms of feelings. 

Bringing the gifts of the heart and Hara for reunion of the healed relationships of the masculine and feminine within and without.
Initiated into men’s work with the Mankind Project in 2010 and has journeyed with The Fountain of Life since 2013. 
On his path he has woven together entrepreneurship, sacred sexuality, sacred union and conscious parenting to create a safe container for the journey of your unique path.
I Need Her LOVE So I Love Her So

I Need Her LOVE So I Love Her So

Oh her sweet love pulls me in as the strongest gravity, from the center of our union, 
My Longing to meet her is beyond this human mundane existence, 

Her feminine wounded-ness cries out in silent frozenness not to be saved but just to be seen, to reflect back to her the love that she truly is…

My work is to show up the best I can, to hold her as my beloved with open arms as her man, 

I know she needs my love because my body aches for hers…

I pray to feel all that she feels…

I need her to devour me with every bit of her love so that she can fully let me in… 

She needs me to hold her, yet sometimes not physically, but hold her in all her energy, all her agony and because I crave all her ecstasy… 

Your Beloved Lover,

Journey To The Underworld With Inanna & Ereshkigel As Your Sacred Guides

Journey To The Underworld With Inanna & Ereshkigel As Your Sacred Guides


Healing Core Wounds of The Forbidden Feminine

A transformational 30-Day online journey, starts Oct 31st.

Inanna & Ereshkigel

Image From AmericanGhoul conceptual Photgrapher

If you feel called to take this journey, I would be honored to be your mentor as an initiated Spirit Keeper of the Womb and Certified Mentor/Teacher of The Fountain of Life.

Starts on Samhain/Beltane October 31st – when the veils between the worlds are thin, and the wise women fly free

I invite you to take this deep dive into the Underworld to meet the dark shadows within you and within the collective. See these wounds so that you can then shine the light on them and bring sweet healing in your life and on this planet.

Divine Mother calls you to journey in the depths of her core, she welcomes you to feel all the pain from the past so that we can heal as a whole.

Both men, women and couples are welcome to walk this path of love, to take this 30 Day journey and enter the forgotten realms of our sexuality and hidden feminine psyche, holding the light of the Grail, knowing that nothing is forbidden, taboo or judged.

Each time we spiral deeper into this journey we meet deeper levels of our wounds for healing and remember more of our truer self so we can bring the light and gifts we find to our relationships and all of life.

I have taken this course several times and it is one of my favorites.

Note: this is not for beginners or the faint of hearts.

For more info go here: DESCENT INTO THE UNDERWORLD

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